Archive for July, 2005

No shit!!! and now they tell that? After they killed the poor guy? 

They say everything has a reason to be…
They say everything has a purpose to happen…

the fact that I am now writing this blog has a reason as well…
The reason is that I just can;t stand many things in silence anymore…

I can’t stand the fact that my marriage is going awfully wrong, I can;t stand the fact that my mother, in one way of other killed every relationship I had… well… not all of them… just the ones she knew about… and now she is being one of the catalitics of my crisis…
Of course, my wife has great deal of fault on all of it… There are so many anoying or hirritating tings on her… but with it or not… I love her…

I can’t stand the fact that I haven’t had a shag in about 1 month… maybe a bit more, maybe a bit less… Specially when we used to do it every single day when we were dating, and when we din’s see each other, we would compensate next day… I am in need!!!!!!

I can;t stand the fact that even tho I have all the reasons in the world (my wife and son.. my life)… I can;t find strenght to stand up and fight! I am just so tired!!! Sometimes I wonder if it is worth fighting for… then I remember Tommy (my son)… and see his face, and that cheekey smile… yes, he is worth it.

Well… the reason of this blog is just t say what I can;t say anywhere else…
My thoughts… the ones that I don’t dare to say to anyone…

God… a Shag would be great right now!!!!!

By the way… It might look in some posts that I am a pervert… nope… that’s not the case… that’s just the result of ages of depravation!!!

After all… I used to be the guy no one ever thought would EVER get married… If there is one thing I am addicted to is the female gender. Body, soul all of it… I’ve been in lots of trouble for this Before… Don;t take me wrong, I’ve never cheated on anyone or something like that, but you can say I falled in love with more than 1 person at the same time…

That is other thing about me… I fall in love everyday… all the time… And with all I’ve been thru my whole life (maybe someday I’ll write about it…) I’ve learned to fall out of love just as quick… Not easy… quick…

Anyways.. As I was saying… that’s my escape valve… sort of…

Gotta go… gotta find close the edition of the magazzine I work for… and we haven’t decided what goes on the cover yet…

Hasta la Vista Babe!!!