I was checking the stuff I wrote on my last post…

Dude… what a bunch of nonsense!!! lol

Really… I think I am getting tired of being inside the cocoon… I want action… I need movement.

Ok… I know… orders are orders… God… a need a breakthrough!

Give me the stenght, the disposition and the boldness I used to have when I was younger…

I remember going out for evangelism on Fridays and coming back home only on sunday night or monday morning… God… i miss that! I know I can;t do that anymore… i now have a family tobethe head of… but wait till TB is a bit older hehehehehe…

meanwhile.. here i am God, send me!!! and as Luiz Fernando Mauad used to say: If you win’t do it, then teach it. Anyone wants to learn???

Stay Blessed!!!

Put me in front of a bunch of people that I’ve never seen in my life and I’ll do a speech that will motivate even the greatest unbelievers of all to accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior…

Get me a group of people and I will motivate them to conquer a city…

But get me to do a 1 to 1 personal evangelism on the streets and I won’t even know how to start… Ok… I didn’t put that well… I will probably know how to start… but would not have it on me to do it out of the blue… Or even worse… wouldn’t have the courage…

Some times I wonder why God has called me to this place… I wish that I had the same boldness of some people I know to do that… And every day I pray for people that has this boldness and the commitment and courage to start from the zero.

What’s wrong with me?????

God, I need some help here!!!