Why does it always rain on me?
Apparently I am mildly depressed…
That’s what the test I did the other day revealed as the student doctor came to tell me I need to see my GP about that. No shit sherlock… I could have told him that without responding that stupid quiz…
The weather out there reflects A LOT how I feel in here… all is gloomy and gray.
I don’t know this effect comes from the “depression”, the cold ~I am currently nursing or the weather, but all I want to do right now (and am forcing myself to an extreme NOT to do) is going to bed and not getting up till… well don’t know… till something happens… I am restless and I hate that…
It is raining today… it felt good to walk out there as the rain fell soothing my mind muting a few of the voices in my head. Or is it my voice saying way too many things all at once?
I used to LOVE going out in the rain when I was younger… Specially when it was a torrential rain like those you only get in Brasilia… ok maybe in Manaus as well… 
the fact is that it kinda cleanses my soul it clears my mind… it makes me so much good.
I don’t do that anymore… Well not at least as often as I would like…
Being a grown up sucks!
All that’s beside the point… I have decided that I can’t be depressed… I haven’t got time to be depressed…
What do you do when you’re feeling down in the dumps?
PS: Here’s something that made me smile today… hehehehe
Just a lil something to kick-start your weekend!
have a good one!!
zya!!!
Comments
cool video
When i start to feel down i try and find something to do. Something proactive. The more time you spend doing somthing where your mind can wonder the more depressed you feel i find.
I hope you find your happy zome again soon
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