09 Apr

Second-guessing

Last Updated on 09 April 2009 Written by UrbanVox 1 Comment

OK… I should probably keep myself busier more often…

I definitely should NOT stay idle for more than 15 seconds…

Why???? Simple… if I do I start thinking… and that, taking in consideration the latest events, could be quite dangerous in fact…

Want an example? OK… today I started wondering what would have happened if instead of opening the Metanoia Cafe I had opened the CWI hub in one of the smaller units at the Merton Abbey Mills… a studio, a few computers and work stations were all I would have needed… That would be more than enough for me to dedicate time for the courses, web-design and photography/film making… Paying a rent that would be a fraction of what I pay today and I would have not invested all the money I invested in building the second floor at the cafe… meaning we would still have all that cash in the company’s account…

And I would definitely be A LOT LESS STRESSED!!!!

No, I have not repented to open the Metanoia Cafe… I am just… well… wondering how great it would be to not work all weekend long and having to worry about re-supplying the cafe with food every week… and I wouldn’t spend all the time feeling bad because I am not dedicating time to do what I was actually meant to do: dedicate time to photography, design and film-making which, let’s face it was what I intended in the first place…

I am not complaining… just that the cafe was supposed to be a secondary tool to provide funds to get the rest of the business running… and instead it is taking my whole time not letting me dedicate to the rest of the business…

I know that second-guessing decisions I took 2 months won’t help in anything… but… I don’t know… I think I am frustrated that I can’t spend time photographing etc…

I am looking for a partner on the cafe… someone that would help with the running with the business so I can actually get out there and GET the business happening… Got someone in mind, but we haven’t really concertized anything yet…

Anyone interested in buying 25% of the shares???