My Lil’ One has got the Mumps… 
That explains why he was in such a cuddly mood on Friday when I went to see the boys, but it doesn’t make me feel any better…
Those are the moments where I miss having them with me full time the most. I miss snugging down with them on the sofa watching TV whilst they cuddle up to my chest… or in TB’s case, just lay against my side… for some reason he likes to snuggle up under my arm… 
My boys mean the world to me… I wish I could be with them full time again… but things don’t always go the way e plan… Not being able to be there to nurse Lil One to health is the one of the times that kills me the most… specially when I am being accused to not trying hard enough (long story… and one that is not worth going on about so I just won’t)…
The ex asked me if I could go and stay with them for a couple of days this week… But I can’t do anything until Friday which is the day I’d having them fo the weekend anyways…
All I can do is wait and hope my Little Boy gets better soon so I am able hear that giggle that never fails to brighten up my life…
I hope lil man is much better soon. My thoughts are with him xx
He is already… a lote less swelling and he is even playing and eating again.
He is staying at Hayley’s this week (who spoils him rotten… love her soooo much! 
) so I can see him every day so all is good…
That is good news!! What a relief
indeed!!!
posted some more updates and pics