I have got a new view out of my window…
I have left the attic behind and now I have a space of my own…. some space to call home… (?) Is it weird that I already feel like home??? I mean… I’ve only moved in a couple of hours ago… And so far I’ve spent all the time in my room… but it feels like home.
I know mother would argue that I was home already as her home is my home and all that, but I left my mother’s home when I was 16…
It feels weird to be alone… Well… relatively alone as I have rented a Bedsit and as so have to share the house with 5 other people… I’ve met 3 of them already and so far so good. They all seem to be nice people. One of them works for BP, one of them works at Heathrow and if I understood well the girl that greeted me last week is a ballet/jazz dancer or something like that…
New steps… Out of The Attic and into the blue… well.. grey as we haven’t really have constantly blue skies for a while. 
Tonight is my first night in my new “home”… I’m happy… excited… anxious… terrified… free… There is more than that… just… all mixed up together… It fees good…
There’s a lot I need to learn again… and a lot I need to do… But somehow I know everything will be alright…
By the Way… I like my the new view out of my window…
You’ll be fine! Glad you’ve settled so quickly
I like your view too. Sounds like the view inside of your head is pretty good at the moment, too.
I know right!?!?!?!? My view might be to the backyard and al… but sunlight… and trees and flowers blossoming… inspiring!!
And yeah… the view inside my head hasn’t been that good in quite some time now… 