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Because I love it!! :/
OK… let me explain myself here…
Everyone knows I absolutely admire the human body as one of the greatest and most well designed and beautiful things ever made ever ever and ever…
God REALLY was inspired on the sixth day.
And that is the reason why I hate summer, even though I love it (who ever said that love is not complicated…
)… Because summer, specially in Europe, is the season where you will find LOADS of things like that:
Well you got the drill…
Which fair enough, when you don’t get something very often, in this case warm weather, sun rays, etc, the moment you get it you are prone to enjoy it at it’s utmost. It is not a problem at all… it is summer, it is hot and all… The only problem is when you are a married fellow like me. And let’s put it like that… if you are a guy, married or not, you will be lying through your teeth if you’re telling me you don’t notice it. The only difference is that some are more vocal about it, and others are not. Is that true or am I a freak?
Hey… maybe that is why most of my friends used to think I would never get married!! lol!!! And even so… here I am, married for 4 years now… almost 5, and with a wonderful kiddo that in 4 days will be 4 years old. On your face!!
And I am VERY lucky my wife knows who I am, the way I am and that she loves me anyways.
It helps that I know that if I eat out of the house I’ll be punished! You can see but you can’t touch!!! I’m such a good doggie!
huahuahuahuahuahuahua…
Anyways… U gotta loooooooooove summer!
zya!!!
Imagine an annoying neighbor!!
OK… now imagine this annoying neighbor loudly playing and singing karaoke at 3am!
Now imagine when you get downstairs to complain , the drunk BITCH neighbor (ok… a hot, wearing not a lot bitch, but a bitch all the same) complains about heavy steps all day on their sealing which, according to some twisted logic gives them the right to karaoke all night long if they want to…
Sensibly her partner (or so I thought he was her partner) came to the door and said they would lower the volume down a notch. This took affect for about 10 minutes when music started again at full blast. The music wasn’t bad… but their voices singing along with microphones… they were literally to excruciating.
This was confirmed when one of our neighbors came along shouting up their windows telling them to shut the f**k up which they responded with “do you want any particular song you want us to sing?”.
Do you want to know the worst bit of them all? When we called the police on them the response we got was simply “we stop sending people to disturbance dispatches at 4am”.
Grrrrrrrr!!!!!
This is war!!!
You know the heavy steps they were complaining about? Well… they are now going to get worse… and my response will simply be:”I am 18 stone fat mate… there ain’t no soch thing as stepping lightly” and there will also not be any “tommy stop running around” and “no bouncing so you don’t disturb the neighbors”. Instead there will be: “come on tommy! let’s play Tigger!!!” ins in tigger from Winnie the Pooh… the one that loves to bounce.
At the moment… I am not a happy Bunnie!
Zya!
PS: Am I a grumpy old man???
…I absolutely hate them!!!
But if u gotta have one then do it…
I feel like I am carrying the world on my shoulders… Every day… every waking time.
Why do I have to care so much?
God… help me… please!
nope… it’s not!
Following the events that happened last Friday, I have now developed an official dislike to all and any of Vic’s colleagues (or ex-colleagues, thanks God!!) at H&L!
It is only because I love her and in consideration of that that I will go to her leaving due as requested. OK… maybe the fact that I need to make more of an effort to get out there has something to do with that as well… but Hey… that doesn’t make me dislike them any less…
To tell the truth it would all probably have been OK if that £”£$%$£^$%^ of whoever answered Vic’s phone didn’t hung up on my face… and of course it would have helped A LOT if Vic hadn’t arrived after 2AM as she did, both worrying me sick and letting all this hate brew in my head and deep within…
In fact I know I was out of bounds telling her to come home as I did and simply hanging up… but it was VERY childish of her to retaliate ins this manner. I don’t know… I guess I had had an awful day and that was just the last droplet to spill the cup…
I’ve been feeling like a pressed down string lately… Have too much in my head… The fact that my way of doing things, or thinking for all that matters, does not agree in great part with my leader, which also happens to be my mother, and the fact that I feel that my wife has been distanced and not interested in what I am trying to achieve doesn’t help much. Add to the equation the fact that I am at the moment with more responsibilities that I could probably cope with, making next to zero money and having to cope all day, night and weekends (ok… shared but hey) with my 3 year old son that I LOVE TO BITS, but that can be a bit (a lot) demanding and hyperactive for the whole if his awaken time and what you will get is someone that is a heart attack waiting to happen.
That’s how I feel half the time anyways… I think that’s why I feel that it doesn’t really matter how much I do I can’t achieve anything…
That is why half the time I am holding on to the last of my strength and sanity not to burst into tears and completely fall apart. And oh… am I good at that!!! about 20 years of experience! It almost killed a couple of times, but here I am… solid… no… not really… not so solid… I am falling apart a bit at the time…
They say you need 3 points of support to maintain psychologically sane… I am struggling to find them or to recognize them… my strong points sometimes feel like weak spots…
I love my god, I love my wife, I love my son, I love my family… I love myself… I think…
What’s wrong with me?!?!?!?!
Do I make any sense at all????????????
Please tell me if I do… tell me if I don’t…
Is it all in vain????
Please…

















