I am just about to have a very well deserved time off…
2 days to be precise. 2 days away from London and my crazy life here… Yes, I will be terribly, horribly worried about leaving mum to look after the cafe on her own (well Chris will be here as well but hey…
)…
PArt of mee really wansts to stay and make sure everything runs smoothly… Part of me just wants to see how things will be running really… part of me wants to be in charge… But really… all these parts need that brake. Because all these parts are exhausted to a breaking point…
And there is the part of me that I have been neglecting for the past couple of months… that part needs urgent attention: My Family.
So yeap… to make sure I don’t end up going to the cafe we’re getting out of London for the next 2 days.
First we’re going to Vic’s mum’s in Hants… which is good cuz that menas having rosted Turkey and Gavy!!!
Then on Monday we’re heading up to Birmingham to see nan Gerda, wich means I will be back to London with a couple of extra Kilos on my conscience as I will be fed anough to keep a small army for a whole week.
Sounds great, doesm’t it???
The why am I so uneasy???
The world will not end because I am not in charge (or so I keep trying to convince myself) !!
And yeah! I need this brake! Otherwhise I’ll end up in a hospital again (loke last time when they forbid me to have my mobile, laptop etc etc etc… and THAT will be even worse, won’t it???
See?? Now you have it!!!
I think I might still need convincing…
Oh well… Never mind… Will keep in touch anyways… Keep an eye on my twits!
zya!























