That is a word that would describe tomorrow if seen from today’s point of view.

Bleak: –adjective, -er, -est.

1.	bare, desolate, and often windswept: a bleak plain.

2.	cold and piercing; raw: a bleak wind.

3.	without hope or encouragement; depressing; dreary: a bleak future.

Monday brought some VERY bleak news to the UV household.

I really don’t want to ruminate on them so just for the sake of history keeping here comes a small round up:

Cafe needs to make double of what is making if we are to survive the first year (hell the first 6 months) / I can’t really make it happen without an investor (or loan) / Money reserves are depleted / we’re having to make cuts… loads of them / we are definitely f$%^&d …

I know I am supposed to be a man of faith but right now… I don’t know where to find any.

Got some contracts that should alleviate the situation a bit… but it is still a long run for us to go before I can breathe…

We need a miracle…

PS: Sorry for the bleak view of life ATM… but I write what my heart and my mind are full of… and at this precise moment they are overflowing with… (fear???)

I wish I could still be positive…