Don’t push the red button

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I haven’t been sleeping much lately… I tend to wake up at some stupid hour in the middle of the night and go wide awake for hours… That doesn’t help at all when I can never seem to be able to go to sleep before 2am anyway…

But that has given me a lot of time to think and examine myself… Or torture myself as I end up doing most of the time anyway… I have an incredible capacity to self-destruct, and I am at my worst when I am at my happiest.

I am the biggest saboteur of great things in my life.

Yeah… It is stupid… I know… And I hate the way my mind works… And in special, I hate the way it affects everyone around me, the people I love the most… Specially as when it does happen I close myself and never let them help pick up the pieces… I don’t know how to let people help me… Yeah… I do open myself when I can’t handle it anymore, but I can count in my fingers of one hand the amount of people that knows how to reach me when that eventually happens.

I NEED to be able to trust people… And I will do it given half a chance… Until a small crack taints that trust and casts doubts over simple things… If I don’t trust you, you won’t know what’s between the lines of the open book that is my life.

I fall in love daily, more than once… and out of love almost at the same speed because of that too…

I love unconditionally… But that is rulled by terms and conditions…

I was talking to Vic the other day… she was surprised about a recent development in my life… After asking me why I hadn’t told her before she thought better and said she shouldn’t been surprised really as I haven’t really told her much in a long while… Even after a year she still knows me better than most… That made me smile..

My mind is a strange place to be at times…

But I guess we all have this unique crazy little thing that makes us who we are…

I’ve found LOADS of them over the past year or so… Hou about you? What makes you tic? Ever stopped a second to think about that?

03 Aug

Knowing

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Here at the UrbanVox HQ we go through extensive amounts of films and TV series per week. Yes, we are addicts and as so we are always looking for the new releases and organizing our evening agendas according to new releases etc etc etc…

So, it was no surprise when I wanted to watch the movie from the first time I saw the trailer! but it kinda kept being pushed to the back of the queue in favour of our favourite TV series.

But then I saw @GeekMama‘s twit asking why Alien Angels need spaceships. That was enough to wake up my curiosity.

So that’s how The Knowing got jumped to the front of the line!

Please not that it has absolutely NOTHING to do with the current series of end of days sort of movies I’ve been watching lately. They were chosen at random and just ended up being one after the other…. heheheheh

So where do we start then… Let’s see… Ah yes… Before anything you have to know that I am a firm believer that we are not alone in this universe and if you stop to think about it every single sacred book we have available is some sort of proof of it.

It kinda makes sense doesn’t it? Imagine how the pre-Columbo civilization of the Americas felt about the wite faces when they first arrived to the new continet: They thought they were gods or even sent by them.

But now I think I’ve blabbed too much… hehehe… if you follow my twits you already know what I think of the movie. And the verdict is that I LOVED it!

It had it’s slow moments and all but I suppose they had to have some introspection in a film that talks about the end of the world. The only thing missing was the cliche of the night-before- we- are- all- gonna- die- sex-scene but we don’t live in a perfect world… LOL

The Alien Agels have that City Of Angels sort of look… on a macabre sort ow way… the whisper people are CREEPY!!

I know Nickolas Cage is not the most loved interpreter in the world but If you haven’t seen it yet you should! It will keep you on your toes for a while. And the end might surpreend… and it will probably NOT be what you expected! I had 5 theories before the end of the movie…

One word… COOL!

OK… Now I am curious…

Do you believe in Armageddon or anything like that? What do you believe on?

Zya!