Posts Tagged ‘pastor’

15 Sep

I don’t hate mondays…

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I don;t hate mondays... they hate me!

I don't hate Mondays... they hate me!

… They hate me!!

OK… it might be case of reciprocity… but that is beside the point!

And don’t you come with all that crap about the universe will treat you the same way you will treat it, and think positive and Carpe Diem (or crappy diem as I call Mondays)!!

The worst thing is… It wasn’t always like that. Once upon a time me and Monday were best friends! I couldn’t wait to see Monday arrive and in return Monday would make me sooo very happy! What happened to the old me? IS that all that’t left? A Grumpy Old Man?

Once upon a time I used to be shames less in love with what I did all day… Today… Today I have no idea what it is that I do all day… apart from feeling uninspired that is… specially on Mondays when the dreadful prospect of a whole new week finally hits home! It is not that I don’t know what I would like to be doing… it is just that I’ve started something (even not being what I signed up for) and I have this AWFUL problem… I can’t admit defeat… Even tho what I am doing is not what I was set out to do… I just can’t

So what do I do??

I was not born to be a pastor… I don’t have what it takes to lead a church… I don’t mind talking to people, teaching and motivating them as long as I don’t have to permanently lead them. The skills are there… but the passion isn’t. Have you ever done anything without passion? It doesn’t matter how you approach it, it somehow sounds wrong… makes you think “what the hell am I doing here???”. Am I wrong?

I have nothing of what it is required from a pastor… I am not patient enough with people. I am a fire-starter… not the guy that nurtures it so it burns all night… I HATE religion (or religiosity) and I hate tradition! (sorry mum… I do hate tradition and ceremonies etc and I believe I have told you that before… I know you don;t read my blog… but out of respect… sorry… : ) )

I want to go back to plan A… you think it would still be possible??? I SOOOOSOO SOOOOO hope so!

Crap… when I started writing this post it was intended to be funny! Somehow my funny bone has disappeared along the paragraphs!

anyways… gotta run… stuff to do…

zya!!!!!

05 Jun

Operation House Hunting Day 4

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House hunting!

Just back from today’s house hunting expedition…

After 2 cancellations due to huses coming off the market, we’ve been out to see what appeared to be our dream house. 2 Floors, small back yard/garden, 2 huge bedrooms (Tommy’s would come with a king-size bed and he was well impressed by that… lol) medium sized kitchen, lots of space in the living room/dining room… loads of space to put all our junk… As I said… our dream house.

We almost signed contract there and then actually… If it wasn’t for the agent going to call the landlord to give details about us having taken 15 minutes alone with him living us to deliberate and making maths etc we would probably have gone WAY over our heads. Ok… not WAY over our heads but pretty much.. we would be going about £200 over our budget.

Sad really… I really LOVED the house… we could probably have just made it… would have to tight our belts a bit but would do it.. but what was bugging me really is the fact that we still have time and just between tomorrow and saturday we have other 8 houses to see… what if we find something better for a better price????

And so we decided not to go for dream house…

The interesting fact is: For what the agent said, the main reason of the landlord giving us green light to move into the house was just the fact that i am a pastor… and so is he! lol

sad but feeling bit better…

The hunt goes on!

zya!

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