I am not feeling very good…

Actually that is a lie…

I am not feeling anything… Like, anything at all… I spent time trying to find out what’s wrong as I cried under the shower. I found out that the worst of the problem was not what I was feeling… but what I was not… I went from feeling pain… from feeling a complete failure… to feeling nothing… I can’t say I can get a clear thought in my mind… just a constant streaming of ideas that somehow don’t connect…My hands are shaking… At least that is something…

Had a bad day-start (baaaad baaad bad bad one) … Again I think it might just be the last drop that turns the glass tho…

My head hurts.

Connor’s coming to play with TB today… And I have a counseling section at the end of the day. Should I call it off or simply be there for him. Is he gonna get on my nerves and I’ll just tell him to GFHS??? I think I’m gonna do just that if I am not feeling better by the end of the morning…

Gotta make something of today… But I feel like crawling back into bed and staying there till well, don’t know. I REALLY feel like going back to bed and sleeping the day off…

I had a weird dream… Worst Case Scenario. It goes like something like that: Russia invades Georgia, Georgia strikes back, Russia refuses to withdraw, USA sends troops to support Georgia, Russia Strikes USA with Nuclear Warheads, All out war breaks lose. The war to end all wars… peace and total annihilation of the human species hand in a VERY thin and fragile line… They say that if WWIII breaks lose, the next one we’ll fight will be with sticks and stones… As if…

I’ll be back when my head clears a bit…

I’ve been reading a book written by a guy that claims to be one of the 2 witnesses (or prophets of God) of the book of revelations. The name of the guy is Ronald Weinland and you can find more info about what he says on www.the-end.com.The fact is that the book I am reading is his second one on the theme, the first of which was composed only of prophecies and this second explaining them a bit deeper…

What he says kind makes sense and looks like the sort of environment we are living today. And the scariest thing is, ha says it all starts in 2008. More specifically after a speech given by someone of world-wide influence on a subject that has been one of the most controversial and tabooed in the politics circle for like ever and ever: Religion. Worse he says it would happen at the end of the month of May.

Then… I turn the TV on and hear the reporting saying something about Tony Blair wanting to unite all religions in the world order to achieve world peace. Browsing round the Internet I find this on the BBC website:

It was Mr Blair’s first faith speech since converting to Catholicism Clips from lecture

Former prime minister Tony Blair has called for faith to be given a central role in tackling the world’s problems.

Click here to read the whole article.

And then… being the curious person that I am I find the whole

discourse on Google Videos. It’s 35 minutes long but if you are interested on the subject it is well worth to hear…

There was also something about a world trade agreement signed creating a world-wide commercial agreement… I didn’t really pay much attention to it when I heard of it, but wasn’t that suposed to happen on the pre-tribulation times as well???

Brrrrrrrrr… it shivers me timberds matey!

Here’s the video:

All in all… it is worth to keep an eye on it and see how things develop…

Just to make sure I am not going crazy… and nope… I am not preaching that just yet… Let’s see if Mr. Blair’s proposition flies of if he is ” just an idiot who’ still trying to cash in on his fame in a slightly more unusual manner than a big brother evictee!” as Vic says… I don’t think he’s an idiot… he’s far too sneaky for that…

let’s see…

Zya!